Milk and help are all what she needed the most, but none is within my reach. I shouted, no one was there to hear my voice. I cried out loud and no one was there to see my tears.
I stood useless. I watched the life ebbed out of her veins, heart stop beating, mouth wide open, patch tongue, blue eyes staring at nothing, purple skin, suddenly, the body becomes cold.
I watched the angels of death taking my beloved soul's high above. I stood helpless.
If life was a fair enough; ours' should be for eternity. For; we never had a beginning, ours' start from ending.
I still can't forgive myself for her death, I was the cause, and the reason for her death. I remorsed and punished myself for my recklessness.
I poisoned a freshly served meat, never knew she was within. I did it purposely because of two stubborn rats that makes my life miserable. She falled into my trap, she ate instead of them, and died within my hands and my chest.
*The ending of my cat and I, in my story.(When nothing last forever)*
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