Noblest Ending.

Milk and help are all what she needed the most, but none is within my reach. I shouted, no one was there to hear my voice. I cried out loud and no one was there to see my tears.

I stood useless. I watched the life ebbed out of  her veins, heart stop beating, mouth wide open, patch tongue, blue eyes staring at nothing, purple skin, suddenly, the body becomes cold.

I watched the angels of death taking my beloved soul's high above. I stood helpless.

If life was a fair enough; ours'  should be for eternity. For; we never had a beginning, ours' start from ending.

I still can't forgive myself for her death, I was the cause, and the reason for her death. I remorsed and punished myself for my recklessness.

I poisoned a freshly served meat, never knew she was within. I did it purposely because of two stubborn rats that makes my life miserable. She falled into my trap, she ate instead of them, and died within my hands and my chest.

   *The ending of my cat and I, in my story.(When nothing last forever)*

Online Dates.

I dedicate this to all those who do online dating, those who in a relationship, single & broken-hearted.

It all started with a friend
request and it was
approved. Then it was the Hi, hello, good morning, goodnight…
Later the Hi(s) & Hello(s) lead to knowing
each other more, and the friendship became strong.

With time the friendly chats resulted into lovers chats. You caught feelings for each other online. You met and found each other so interesting.

You trusted them and gave in your whole heart, love and body. They gave you happiness you had never dreamt of. Time
came and you couldn't live without each other.

You could not afford spending a day without talking or chatting with each other. You got so addicted to one another. Then later on, insecurities set in.

You started feeling jealousy about them, constant fights, mistrusts, doubts, flirting, false accusations & suspicions came in, and many other strange acts.
You started seeing each other’s un-serious side and imperfections.

The relationship became a battlefield. You all dropped the communication; you started
hating each other and regretting why you fell in love with them, why you trusted them & why you were too blind to give in your heart to them.

You then became silent for some good time
waiting for them to contact you or to make a move. The waiting was in vain and you ended up being broken- hearted & used. You now hate love & you decided to live a single life.

That’s how many people’s relationships start & end. They start with too much love & high
expectations and they quickly end over small issues that can be resolved. Few people that stick with each other through thick and thin till the end.

Trow a fit at it.

Moment earlier, after a marathon journey down to my apartment. Someone, rushed to me, hurriedly, and stopped me. Trying to have some words with me at my discomfort, but I couldn't resist.

It was a long story but what makes it unique will be told in brief.

'I've examined you entirely; personal life and human relationship', He said.
I was amazed with a deep shocked. Oh! Really? I replied.

Suddenly, he interjected the amusement with a recommendations whose tidings I never planned for.
"After my examinations, I got to know that your  entire life is based on capitalism, I mean you're a capitalist", He added.

I was pissed off. I was about to roll up my sleeves and fight, but I resigned and changed my mind. Because I realized that every pool can do that, and I want to be above that.

I forced a fake smiles, and replied to him in a typical and diplomatic manner, 'of course yes, I'm a capitalist and profit is my motive'. Do you have a problem with that? I asked.

He nodded and walk away shamelessly, without uttering a single word, neither turning back to look at me.

NOTE: we don't trade authenticity for approval, and is not every silly things worth our anger. Always keep in mind that; no one has the right to your happiness. Say no to negative people and negative mind.

'Subordinate people detained possible minds. Stand on your feet and conquer your defeat'.-Sa_Danmande.